Book Review – The Exes

The cover of The Exes by Leodora Darlington.

The Exes, by Leodora Darlington. Releasing Feb 3 2026 from Dutton.

I connected with Leodora Darlington a few months back through my translation work, and she recently asked me for a comment on her upcoming debut novel, The Exes.

I was surprised and honored by the request, my first ever such. I was also a little nervous, because I’ll be honest: I’m kind of an opinionated old guy and I have increasingly little patience for books that don’t grab me. I was a bit worried I’d have to diplomatically dodge the comment.

It turns out that I had no need to worry. This book was a blast.

The Exes is the story of Natalie—Nat—a young woman who has had a very troubled history with men: namely, all her exes end up dead under slightly shady circumstances.

Now, she’s met a new man with whom she really wants things to work out, despite her promise to herself and her estranged sister to never let her heart go again. As you might expect, things take some rather unhappy turns.

So, right off the bat, you think you see where this one is going, but really: you don’t. This book had more twists than a Chubby Checker album. More turns than a rally race. More surprises than a… You get it.

Yes, it’s a thriller, so you know people die and you will look for suspects and try to suss out what’s a red herring and what’s not, but this one kept the guessing fresh to the end. I think I remember at least three “Holy shit, really?” moments. The turns do tread a little close to the excessive at times, but everything is just so well structured that it keeps well within the “just go with it” safe zone.

There were two things about the writing that really stood out to me: the depth and reality of the main character Nat, and the way Darlington handled current social issues and trends (modern sexual politics, toxic masculinity, trauma as a driving force in fiction, etc) in a natural and smooth way.

Nat is a mess, but she’s trying, and the way she handles herself and the crazy shit that happens to her just works. She’s aware of her issues and how they exacerbate things. She works to deal with her weaknesses, and falters like all of us, but doesn’t give up or beat herself up when she does. She fights on through the self disappointment and fear and most importantly does not let her mistakes and her trauma define her future. It’s a refreshing way to handle the increasingly heavy reliance on protagonist psychology that is so common in literature today.

Similarly, Darlington deftly weaves in timely social observations in a way that keeps them from dominating the plot and also avoids any hyperspecificity that could date the story in the future.

For example, one of Nat’s exes was a red-pilled manosphere type. Rather than referencing easy identifiers like Jordan Peterson or Andrew Tate, who will one day surely die and fade into obscurity, Darlington just mentions, “[Nat] should have paid more attention to the podcasts he listened to.” A perfectly light touch to offer context without too much restriction.

I have to admit, it’s really hard to believe that this is a *debut novel.* The writing is so tight and smooth, the characters so alive, that it feels like an old hand was at the pen.

In the end, all I can say is that it was a great ride. Clever, fun, and yes, hard in places. There is grief and suffering and cruelty here, too, but also satisfaction. Loved it.

It releases next February, and I really think thriller fans are in for a treat.

Book Review – Dear Stupid Penpal

I signed up for ARCs from weird horror publisher Tenebrous Press, and this one showed up recently.

I try to be judicious with my reading time and don’t hesitate to stop reading books that don’t interest me. I finished this, and was happy to do so… With some caveats.

Essentially, it’s an epistolary story about love growing over email, between a character name Aku and another, Atticus “Finch” Davani. These are the “Penpals” of the title.

The cover to Dear Stupid Penpal by Rascal Hartley. It looks like a spaceship cockpit against the emptiness of space with digital noise running up the left side.
Dear Stupid Penpal by Rascal Hartley

Finch is on board a spaceship and Aku back on earth, and they fall in love as they communicate across the void. Complications and drama ensue.

There are things I really liked about this one. Aku in the story is a poet, and his voice is actually poetic. Some of the writing in his letters is achingly beautiful.

Hartley did a wonderful job in general with voice and pace. There were lots of fun little interacts that felt really natural.

And, I suppose given the day and age, it’s important to mention that this is a queer love story, of several flavors, with wide representation: disability, religion, and color.

So, I want to commend  Hartley on writing a beautiful story that moves quickly.

If that sounds like something you’d like, in a near future weird SF/light horror story, then I think you’ll really enjoy this one. Stop reading this review and go pre-order/read this book.

And if, by any chance, Rascal Hartley is reading this, good job! Seriously. Now, go live your life happily.

But, like I said, there are caveats. So if you’re curious about some nitpicky details, read on.

Warning: this part has some spoilers, because a basic plot point that I would normally put in a summary ends up being used as major turning point in the story… Oddly.

**Spoilers Start**

So, as mentioned, Finch is on a spacecraft. An interstellar one. Sent to explore the vast reaches of space beyond the solar system using a hyperdrive system.

And along the way, the crew suddenly has the terrifying, shocking realization of the existence of… Time dilation. One of the most basic of all SFnal concepts. One that I, a philosophy/linguistics student with no grasp of physics or math, have known about since elementary school.

I mean, once I saw the mention of “hyperdrive” I started thinking, “These folks sure are blasé about never seeing their friends or families again.”

Because, for those who don’t know, (theoretically) when you travel fast enough to reach other stars within a single human lifespan, you’re at a significant enough portion of light speed that time travels much, much more slowly for you than those not traveling. Your people back on earth will outstrip you, aging and dying while you live on.

But none of the crew of this highly advanced spacecraft with FTL communication equipment etc. knew about that?

Sure, we can assume the government is despicably trying to hide that this is essentially a mission from which there’s  no return to normal life, but the media didn’t notice it before the launch?

None of their friends had ever read any SF books?

The actual scientists aboard that ship didn’t think about it until after they left?

I have to be honest, I just assumed the crew was utterly unqualified  for the mission when that became clear. It’s obvious Atticus shouldn’t be there. I mean, he’s kind of an idiot. So, perhaps the government chose people it saw as useless and disposable to be the guinea pigs for this inaugural trip. They didn’t choose the best and brightest, that’s for sure.

But! If you can ignore all that and not think too deeply about two people who have never met falling so deeply in love over email that their love lasts *literal millennia* then this is a fun book that actually has many more plot points that remain unspoiled by this review.

Book Review – Jibuntoka, Nai Kara

It is probably a bit silly, reviewing in English a book only available in Japanese, but maybe if I can get people interested, it’ll get translated.

「自分とか、ないから」の表紙。黄色いバックで、いくつくかの仏教の偉い人がいる。 The Japanese cover to Jibuntoka,nai kara.
自分とか、ないから/There is no me, really

Anyway, this is a book about “Eastern Philosophy” (really, almost exclusively Buddhist thought) written by failed Japanese comedian Shinmei P. It’s real core, though, is its emphasis on introducing the important ideas that  offered the writer himself ease during his worst lows.

And he did have lows. Much of his life story is in this book, but he started out at an elite university as a great student, but it was all show. He killed it at interviews, but then couldn’t manage to work in teams so failed as an employee.

Everything he tried was a failure. His marriage, his entertainment career, everything. And he eventually ended up holed up in his room, reading philosophy to try and figure out the emptiness he felt.

Apparently, this book was born from an article he wrote about how, after reading fifty books about Eastern Philosophy, his own identity just stopped mattering.

And that is what guides his selection of thinkers (and I apologize for calling the Buddha, Siddhartha Gautama himself, a “thinker”) here. It’s all about emptiness, the negation of self, and the pursuit of freedom from attachment.

The good thing is, this book was overseen by an actual professor of religion, Kamata Tōji, so it’s not just a goofy listicle style of book (although it is that, too).

Personally, I found it a really accessible intro to some important Indian, Chinese, and Japanese figures in the history of Buddhism.

I really liked it, and it wasn’t that hard at all to read. Good stuff!

Book Review – Good Boy

I pre-ordered Neil McRobert‘s Good Boy from Wild Hunt Books and apparently they take the “pre” part very seriously, because I got it quite a while before it was officially published.

A blue book cover reading Good Boy by Neil McRobert. A man is digging a hole in the ground. A small dog stands nearby, looking rough and ready. A house in the background has yellow lights on.
The cover to Good Boy by Neil McRobert.

I’ve been a fan of McRobert’s horror-focused podcast, Talking Scared, for a while now and one of the biggest reasons is the host’s sincere passion for his subject. He matches it with insight and damned good questions to create simply one of the best interview shows around.

So, when he announced he was finally taking the plunge into authorship, I was there for it.

I am pleased to say that it was the right choice.

Good Boy is a novella/short novel about a man and his dog who team up to keep a small northern English village safe from an ancient evil that feeds on local children. There are obvious touches of classic Stephen King, especially It but also a touch of non-horror work like The Body, but the voice is pure McRobert and above all, it is so obviously rooted in love.

I cannot overstate what a relief that is. Horror as a genre is going through what they call a “moment,” with a flood of lauded authors and works getting big all over the place. But a major element of that is a glut of stories centered around trauma and grief. Not simply in the the obvious way—horror has always been about people experiencing traumatic events—but in ways that center traumatized people experiencing horrific events that seem to grow from that trauma. This is a perfectly fine trope, but as it becomes dominant I find myself wondering, what about people who are live their lives without being haunted by the gaping spiritual holes of lost children/horrific accidents/guilt over terrible mistakes etc.? Don’t they get horror stories anymore? Isn’t there some other emotion we can ground our stories in besides grief?

Of course there is, as McRobert shows us. Love is also a fundamental part of the human condition, and it can also serve as a foundation for horror stories. This is a story about love saving people, despite the frustrations and stresses and doubts that assail all our choices, even when made out of love and the desire to do good. And it feels so genuine. Anyone who listens to Talking Scared knows how much McRobert loves his dog, Ted, and the honesty of that emotion comes through crystal clear in the work.

And the horror is still real. The antagonist in Good Boy is a nasty thing indeed, and well worth Jim, the protagonist, making the difficult choices he does.

I read Good Boy in a single sitting and enjoyed every last page of it. Thanks for bringing the love back to horror, Neil.

Five stars. No notes.

Zan’E – Thoughts On a Japanese Horror Classic

I’m not sure I’d exactly call this a review, but I read Ono Fuyumi’s Zan’e—the movie version is The Inerasable in English but I’d call it “Tainted” if anyone ever asked me—and I have thoughts.

The Japanese cover to Zan’e.

Here’s a bit of a summary, since I’m sure not that many English speakers have read it.

The story is told in the first person by an unnamed “I” who is ostensibly Ono herself. The narrator is a Kyoto-based horror writer and collector of jitsubanashi kaidan, so-called “true ghost stories.” She puts out calls for readers of her work to send her their stories, and one day she gets a letter from a young woman named Kubo who seems to live in a haunted apartment.

Her story reminds Ono of another she’s heard before. She finds another letter in her records with the same story, essentially, sent in by another reader who lived in the same apartment building as Kubo.

And so begins a long investigation. Kubo and Ono interview other residents of the building and of the neighborhood, going back further and further in history to track the haunting. They slowly unravel a story of a diffuse, metamorphic haunting that covers the block where Kubo lives, but also seems to spread and change. They find terrible mass murders, suicides, and arson linked to it, and realize they themselves might be “infected” because the odd things follow them even when they move to new houses.

Eventually, nearly seven years after Kubo’s first letter, they track the origin of the haunting to a terrible accident at a coal mine almost a hundred years ago, on the other side of Japan.

And that’s it. The great conceit of Zan’e, and one of the reasons it has become so influential in Japanese horror is that from start to finish, it maintains the aura of real people investigating a real “strange story.” There are no great climaxes, no battles with evil, no conclusion, really. They encounter something odd, wonder where it came from, and find out.

And this book has left its fingerprints all over Japanese horror since its 2012 publication. It’s on every “Best of” or “Must Read” horror list I’ve ever seen, and authors and filmmakers alike cite it as an influence.

After reading it, I can see the influence they mean. The figure of the “kaidan collector” has become a standard trope now, with examples to be found in Kamijo Kazuki’s Shinen no Terepasu/The Bright Room, Niina Satoshi’s Sorazakana/Fish Story, and many more. The concept of “haunting as infection” is not original to Zan’e, but the evolution of that haunting from a lingering form of resentment or anger a la Sadako in Ring into essentially a mindless natural phenomenon reached its zenith here.

And then there is semi-documentary approach, without any reliance on fiction elements like plot, arc, denouement, etc. It’s just a flat record of events, some of which are really creepy or disturbing but are mostly just… Stuff happening. That has been enormously influential in the “fake documentary” style of horror that is so popular right now. Sesuji, of Kinkichiho no Are Basho ni Tsuite fame, has cited it as an influence for that reason.

For fans, it has earned a reputation as one of the most frightening horror books in the Japanese language. And I get it! At its core, what Zan’e presents is a cosmology that truly is terrifying.

The basic idea is based in the Japanese spiritual concept of kegare. Kegare is a taint, a metaphysical stain that gets on people who come into contact with things considered unclean: death, blood, rot, filth, and (in the dreadfully misogynistic ways of olden days) things involved with being a woman like menstruation and childbirth.

Zan’e takes up kegare based on the very traditional idea that a place where people die is stained by that death. Usually that stain fades naturally, but in her book Ono speculates that perhaps, if more death happens there before it fades, the stain is intensified, and so a cycle can begin. Couple that with the idea that people who simply go that tainted place—simply be present—then become carriers of the kegare, and you begin to see the danger.

Then, she postulates that the very intense kegare may carry echoes of the death, or the deceased’s state of mind at the time. Their misery, or anger, or pain. The stain whispers, it weeps, the sound of a suicide’s belt dragging over the floor lives on in the stain. What if some people are more susceptible to the influence of the kegare than others? The sounds and visions of shadowy figures truly disturb them, the voices whispering in their ears successfully convince them to kill others and themselves… Won’t that create a new, stronger stain? And on and on, ad infinitum…

This is the terrifying heart of Zan’e that made one award judge say “I don’t even want to put this book on my shelf.”

But. With all that said, I don’t know that I would recommend this book to anyone except horror completist nerds (like me). Because this book is dull. Deadly, painfully dull. Which could well be the intention, given the dedication to the realistic style. Anyone who has ever interviewed members of the public knows that most people just aren’t good at telling stories. They meander, they repeat themselves, they get confused. And given that much of this book is a documentary-style record of just such interviews, you get all of that.

There is, for example, a twenty page chapter that is just one elderly neighbor of Kubo’s talking about all the many people who have moved in and moved out, the buildings that have gone up and come down, the changes over the years… You know, old people stuff. Within that twenty pages are roughly two paragraphs that actually pertain to events of interest. The rest is simply there to add weight to the idea that some houses in this neighborhood just don’t get lived in long. Which isn’t all that interesting a point.

I would say that basically nothing interesting as such happens for over half of the book. It’s all just talking, with hints of the taint scattered through to keep the monologues relevant to the story. So. Dull.

I had to force myself to finish Zan’e. I only did it because I want to better understand modern Japanese horror, and it’s such an influential book that I felt it necessary. But God, it took me forever.

The movie is pretty good, though.